Thursday, November 30
30/11/06
// feeling :: confused!!// prayer for :: tmr
AIYA. FAN SI WO.
Why so zhun oneeeeeeee......???
Today I left home to get to Dover for CGM only to reach there and find out it was postponed to tmr. You should've seen my face!
I stoned outside my hse for awhile, trying to calm myself down. I know its bad lar to get upset over this kinda thing (but its really wasting time!). Then I left, and in the bus, Kristal msg-ed me. IT WAS ABT MY JOB.
She said tmr, work form 10am to 930pm. My blood froze.
CGM changed from Thurs to Fri, ONLY ONE TIME. Job full day, ONLY ONE TIME. Why all the "only one time"s come at the wrong time?? So now what am I gonna do? Ditch my job, or miss Cgm?
This is hard for me. If I miss cgm, it'll be my first time and its held at my hse. So I have to be there, right? As for work, I started 4 days late and now its almost 12 working hrs. There's no way I can get off early because there's no one to replace me.
I was thinking abt it on the way home. I wonder, is it God's way of testing my true loyalty? But hey, I told her that I cant work at night on Thurs and that Fridays were ok. And now . . . *grrrrr. Work comes conveniently in the way.
I'll have to see what to do la...I hope tt Kristal gets back to me asap. Dun even know...where is the workplace...
Unlucky. Unlucky!!
So, what do I do now?
michi ]|[ 19:46